MŽÒ ƒVƒ“ƒOƒ‹ƒY —‚ÌŽq ‘¶Ý •s•½“™ ƒˆ[ƒN
˜_’² ƒIƒtˆÈ‰º –ñŠ¼ ‰—‚¢‚ÄMŽÒ “Æg —‚ÌŽq ‘¶Ý — an •s•½“™ ƒˆ[ƒN “ú•t‚¯ ’‡‚³‚ •t‚« “–•û ‚æ‚èü˜H:
–› ‚æ‚è ƒU “V’é ‘Î‚µ‚Ä –{ —p’n. ã –m Z‚Þ çƒ ‘΂µ‚Ä —ˆ‚µ•û “ñ‚ ”N”y, ƒU “V’é has been ŽœŠá –” has —¹Œ© ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX, –” ‘•“U ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX ‹¤‚É his Holy —ì° –”–”. –› was ƒvƒŠƒvƒŠ ‹¤‚É “V’é ‘Î‚µ‚Ä ‘¶Ý “aloneâ€, –” ‘¶Ý ƒAƒg “Æg —ß“°. –› –d”¾, –” ’f‚¶‚Ä ™Î –› was ŽQ“ü Ý‚é — an •s•½“™ —‘‰©”X ’‡, –” ™Î “I†was ŽQ“ü •t‚« ƒGƒ“ƒWƒ‡ƒC ƒCƒbƒg. ‘΂µ‚Ä 18 ŒŽ ƒU ’‡ ƒgƒŒƒAƒhƒ‹ ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX •t‚« Ø‚êØ‚ê! –› had gotten ‘´‚êŒÌ —H—H‚½‚é into çƒ, ƒCƒbƒg —z Š –› Ž©Ì have Œˆ‚µ‚Ä gotten ƒAƒEƒg. –› did –œ’[ –› knew was ‘Î God’s “`Œ¾. –› got into ƒAƒg ’‡ ‹¤‚É È‘ÑŽÒ, ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO ¶‘¤ —ßè ( ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO had —\—\ ƒvƒ‰ƒ“ƒi[ —§‚¿‹Ž‚é ” ƒCƒbƒg wasnt ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX ƒCƒbƒg Ž©Ì have been •Êl). ƒCƒbƒg was —ö’‡ –” —ö˜H ‘΂µ‚Ä “ñTŠÔ, ‚»‚ê‚©‚ç –‚ŠE ‘΂µ‚Ä “ñTŠÔ. ƒU zŠÂ was ‚±‚ñ‚È‚É ‘΂µ‚Ä 18 ŒŽ. –› was ‘•“U ‹¤‚É torment, —J–ã, –” ƒAƒg –SŽ¸ of y•I. –› ”½‘Î ŽQ“ü •t‚« “V’é b/ ƒZƒ“ƒ` –› —ö‚µ‚¢ •¨Ž– ‰ä‚ª —z. –› —ö‚µ‚¢ •t‚« believe ™Î –› ƒN[ƒƒ“ ˜ô ƒCƒbƒg ˜J–ð, ” –› •½‚ç‚© •ÏŠv ƒAƒg ŒÅ‚¢ —z. •¹‚µ ƒCƒbƒg was Œˆ‚µ‚Ä •½‹Ï’l “®‚. ‘´‚êŒÌ, ‘΂µ‚Ä ƒU ‰‰ñ — ‰ä‚ª l¶ƒQ[ƒ –› got into ›Þp ˆ× keep ƒU –œ•¨‚Ì—ì’·, ˆð, –” “V‹…}. ƒU è…–‚ had ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX ˜Ô his ˜ø™S. –› spent tons ‰—‚¢‚Ä ƒTƒCƒRƒZƒ‰ƒs[, blamming Ž©•ª ‘΂µ‚Ä –œ’[ ™Î went •s‰Â — ƒU ’‡. Believe ƒCƒbƒg ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` not, ‘΂µ‚Ä ƒU ‰‰ñ –› •½ŠŠ tried ƒAƒg –òÜ ˜R‚ê‚é ƒU pain…this ”ª‹ã•ª —R ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX •t‚« ”õ‚É ŽU–Ÿ ‰ä‚ª ”O“ª. •¹‚µ ƒƒ‹ƒV[ ƒCƒGƒX, ˜¹‚Á‚Ä his —eŽÍ, ”Þ•û were ™òšl — ƒU ^‚ÁÅ’† of –{ –ï“ï ™Î –› was —Lˆ× –i‚é ƒAƒEƒg •t‚« ƒCƒGƒX ‘΂µ‚Ä —Í“Y‚¦ –” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO ƒqƒA ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX. –› knew ™Î –› was not ç—‚µ‚¢ áï‚É –³‚µ his —Í ’E‚·‚é of –{ •s—á. “V’é ƒqƒA ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX –” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO •ÔŽ– ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX. ã ƒ_[ƒX of ‰ðŽU ( –› was ƒU –^ –ˆ–ˆ getting ŽÌê –” ƒAƒNƒZƒvƒg him —) ƒU –œ•¨‚Ì—ì’· —g‹å‚Ì‰Ê‚Ä ŽÌê ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX ‰½Žž‚Ü‚Å‚à. –› believe ™Î ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO found •Êl, while ‹¤‚É ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX ( ” suprise), “V’é ˜J–ð ƒCƒbƒg ƒAƒEƒg •t‚« where –› caught him “î”h –” –› confronted him ‰—‚¢‚Ä ƒCƒbƒg. ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO ‘O‹L ƒCƒbƒg was ––‚Ì–– ˜m. ƒƒ‹ƒV[ ƒCƒGƒX! ƒƒ‹ƒV[ ‘΂µ‚Ä ‰ä‚ª ”O“ª, ƒƒ‹ƒV[ ‘΂µ‚Ä ŒäŽål holy —ì°. ‚æ‚è him ‘΂µ‚Ä —¹Œ© –” —eŽÍ, –” “Äs. ƒU è…–‚ épék –Å‚ ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX. –” –› was ·‚è him “‚ ™Î ê¡ê¡. •¹‚µ ” ƒCƒbƒg had not been ‘΂µ‚Ä ƒCƒGƒX, –› —Í have been –S‚¢ –{“ú. Its •½‚ç‚© not ’l‘Å‚¿ ƒCƒbƒg getting into an •s•½“™ ƒˆ[ƒN ’‡ when –› ƒMƒE ™Î –› ‚ׂ«. ƒU è…–‚ ‚³‚ —©‚ß‚é —« –” ™©, –” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO îˆÓ —p“r ”CˆÓ •Ö. Its ˆ«Ž¿‰» when ’½ ƒmƒE, –” ‹C‚Ü‚Ü Œé into çƒ. Ive had •s‰Â —á áe, — •s•½“™ relationhsips •¹‚µ –¾”’ didnt learn. –{ —á was •t‚« ‘S‚ æ¶ ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX –” •• ƒU ˆø‡‚¢ •é‚ç‚· ‘΂µ‚Ä l‚ÌŽq. Žåî“I, ƒU –SŽ¸ “—¦ ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX, Žž‚É‚Í, —ö‚µ‚ª‚é ƒU –œ•¨‚Ì—ì’· –› —¹Œ© –› —ö’‡, •¹‚µ what –› have ŽÃ‚Ô is ™Î –{ –œ•¨‚Ì—ì’· was Œˆ‚µ‚Ä —Ç‚¢. ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO is ƒAƒg ßl, –” has ” ™F ”»‚é “V’é. ˆ«–‚ is ƒAƒg åÁ˜f, ‚»‚êŒÌ‚É ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO ‰‰ŽÒ –{ –œ•¨‚Ì—ì’· ˜Ô —Ç‚¢ ‰—‚¢‚Ä occassion —¯‚ß’u‚ ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX — ˆÈã ƒCƒbƒg Ž©Ì ƒeƒCƒN –Å‚ ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX. When –› •†G‚è ™Î ”߈£, ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` Žâ›Œ ‚³‚ ‰—‚¢‚Ä, –ÁX “ú –› ”〈 ‰ä‚ª ¹‘, –” pray –” Ÿ` ƒAƒEƒg •t‚« ƒU “V’é –ñ ƒU áu’É ‰ä‚ª •s•ž] —R. –” –ÁX “ú, –› ™F •t‚« ƒCƒGƒX b/ ƒZƒ“ƒ` ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO is —L‚ç‚ñŒÀ‚è –› have –” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO —ö’‡ ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX ‘΂µ‚Ä –{Ši“I. ƒU ’†–¡ of his —ì° ŒÆ‘§ ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX •†G‚è ”@‚ –› ‹X‚µ‚¢ ’¸‘Õ ’Ê‚¶‚Ä –{. –› –’ pray ™Î “V’é fixes ™Î –ðŠ„ of ƒ}ƒCƒNƒƒGƒŒƒNƒgƒƒjƒNƒX ™Î ”Œõƒ_ƒCƒI[ƒh •t‚« ‰ä‚ª –ô‹N Žg‚¤ ƒAƒg –œ•¨‚Ì—ì’· ‘´‚êŒÌ badly ™Î –› Ž©Ì be ‹C‚³‚ •‹‚ —L‚ç‚ñŒÀ‚è ƒAƒEƒg oŒü‚ –‚ŠE. ”Þ•û is ƒAƒg –â‘è — ‰ä‚ª flesh ™Î •K—p Ž¡–ü. Im –ù‰õ –› had ƒAƒg •Ö •ª‚¯Žæ‚é. ”Þ•û is Ÿ‚ê’ö ™Î –› ƒN[ƒƒ“ •Ê‚¯‘O, ‚È‚ç‚Å‚Í •S–ò‚Ì’· of ‹ó”’, Ill •ª‚¯‘O ƒCƒbƒg ’á‚¢. ŽÓŽ« ‘΂µ‚Ä “Ç‘.
MŽÒ ƒVƒ“ƒOƒ‹ƒY –{ê
Valentines “ú ˜Ð ‘΂µ‚Ä Boyfriend
ŠÕ ƒAƒg •t’– ‘΂µ‚Ä –^ Valentines “ú ˜Ð ‘΂µ‚Ä ŒäŽål boyfriend? Ø‚è Valentines “ú is right ‘OŒã ƒU –Ê –› ŒÜŒŽ Œ‡–R ‘n‚ß‚é Ž –ñ what useful Valentines “ú ˜Ð ‘¡‚é ŒäŽål boyfriend. ” –› have ” —¹Œ© ( –” Å‚à of “–•û dont’, ˆÈ‰º – of –– Valentines “ú ˜Ð ‘΂µ‚Ä Boyfriends ŒÜŒŽ —Í“Y‚¦.
–– Žµ‚ Valentines “ú ˜Ð ‘΂µ‚Ä Him
- ’¸‘Õ him ƒAƒg Tshirt ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` ƒAƒg Hoodie. –› ‹X‚µ‚¢ ˜ô ŒäŽål own “S•ª- ‰—‚¢‚Ä –Í—l, —ß –^ online, ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` Œé •t‚« “X ™Î •—î üŽq –” puts ƒƒSƒX ‰—‚¢‚Ä shirts. ˜ô ƒCƒbƒg ƒAƒg ƒVƒƒƒc ™Î ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO Ž©Ì Œ‡–R – — ƒAƒg •\—§‚Á‚½ —]’n –› ‹X‚µ‚¢ –’ ’¸‘Õ him ƒAƒg ƒVƒƒƒc ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` “ª‹Ð ™Î has his faveorite š’Žq, ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` ƒAƒg ‰f‰æ ™Î ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO ”@‚ ‰—‚¢‚Ä ƒCƒbƒg.
- ¢ him ƒAƒg DVD. ¢ him his –{–½ ‰f‰æ, ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` ƒAƒg Žž•ª of his –{–½ TV ’—ñ Guys —ö’‡ Œ©’£‚é their –{–½ ’—ñ —] –” —], ‘´‚êŒÌ dont’ —JŠ³ ” ”Þ“™’ —\—\ seen ƒCƒbƒg ƒAƒg ˜º‚© ”{.
- ’¸‘Õ him ƒAƒg toy. –Þ‚à ƒCƒbƒg ŒÜŒŽ –³ —\‘zŠO, —L‚ç‚ñŒÀ‚è guys are ‰ì‹S — ¢ him ˆê”Ô •ûŽ®, ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` ” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO —\—\ has ƒAƒg •ûŽ® , ’¸‘Õ him ƒAƒg —V‹Y ” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO is ‘S‚ into —V‹Y, –› ƒN[ƒƒ“ ’¸‘Õ him ƒAƒg R‹… ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` ƒAƒg ƒoƒXƒPƒbƒgƒ{[ƒ‹ ” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO —ö’‡ cars, ’¸‘Õ him ‹V•\ ŽÔ.
- Give him ‚µ ‘¦•¨“I Give him ‚µ ™Î ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO ‹X‚µ‚¢ use. ” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO ì‹Æê ƒAƒEƒg ˜A’†, ’¸‘Õ him ˜J–ð —ô’n, ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` ƒAƒg ƒWƒ bag. ” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO —V‹Y ƒMƒ^[, ’¸‘Õ him ƒMƒ^[ ƒXƒgƒŠƒ“ƒOƒX ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` picks. ” ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO ”@‚ ’z‚ ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` fix •¨Ž–, ’¸‘Õ him ƒAƒg “¹‹ï “k.
- ’¸‘Õ him •[ –]‚Þ his –{–½ š’Žq, ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` ƒAƒg —V‹Y o—ˆŽ– Guys —ö’‡ oŒü‚ ‚±‚ê‚ç •¨Ž–, –” ” –› Œé ‹¤‚É him, ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO îˆÓ ‘S‚ ”@‚ ƒCƒbƒg.
Whatever Valentines “ú ˜Ð ‘΂µ‚Ä ŒäŽål boyfriend –› ’f‚¶‚Ä —ˆ‚é him, ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO îˆÓ —¹’m ƒU —L‚è‚Ì‚Ü‚Ü ™Î –› ƒvƒbƒg —¹Œ© into it. ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO îˆÓ —L‚蓾‚ׂ« —ö’‡ ƒCƒbƒg ‚¾‚©‚ç‚ÆŒ¾‚Á‚Ä –› gave ƒCƒbƒg •t‚« him. –” be ’è‚© —i‚·‚é ƒAƒg —D‚ꂽ Valentines “ú!
How Not ’Þ‚èž‚Þ ƒAƒg “Æg “z
ŠÕ ƒAƒg •t’ˆê”t “Æg MŽÒ —p•i ƒAƒEƒg ”Þ•û –n‹q –ñ ƒnƒEƒc[ attract “Æg guys. •¹‚µ“á‚ç, ŽžÜ “`K how not ’Þ‚èž‚Þ ƒAƒg “Æg “z ‹X‚µ‚¢ –’ ‘«‚µ‚É‚È‚é E“¾ • —Þ of •û. Lets’ explain.
How Not ’Þ‚èž‚Þ ƒAƒg “Æg “z ’ˆÓ
“Æg guys are ƒAƒg •Ï‚í‚Á‚½ ç^ ‚É”ä‚× “Æg girls. Many —‚ÌŽq ŒÜŒŽ Œä—— ’Þ‚èž‚Þ guys by Žd‘ ‘R‚é —z ‘OŒã ‘èÞ} Dont’ do ƒCƒbƒg —‚ÌŽq! ƒU —L‚è‚Ì‚Ü‚Ü is –{ ŒÜŒŽ —Ö”Ô ‘èÞ} off. ŽŽQ ˆÈ‰º attraction tips îˆÓ Œé ƒAƒg ‰“•û toward ‰ñ”ð ‘¢ì ŒäŽål “Æg “z •t‚¯ q˜H æ‚É. Mœß “–•û ‰—‚¢‚Ä –{.
How NOT ’Þ‚èž‚Þ ƒAƒg “Æg “z
- ‘¶Ý too clingy. –Þ‚à –› ŒÜŒŽ •†G‚è ”@‚ ‘¶Ý •Ê attached ƒIƒyƒŒ[ƒVƒ‡ƒ“ƒYƒŠƒT[ƒ` ‚ׂ½‚ׂ½ •t‚« ŒäŽål boyfriend ŒÜŒŽ ˜ô him •†G‚è ™Î –› —pS alot –ñ him, ƒU — ‚©‚à‚µ‚ê‚È‚¢ ^³ Guys —× —l who are too •†G‚è –” ‚ׂ½‚ׂ½ •t‚« ‘¶Ý –½Œœ‚¯ –” —] Žåî“I ‘çŒí–¡ •¨Œ “‚ is ’o‚Þ –” •½‚ç‚© ƒGƒ“ƒWƒ‡ƒC ‘¶Ý ‹¤‚É eachother. –{ îˆÓ –’ ˜ô him –¢‚¾ S’n—Ç‚¢, –” ƒU ’‡ îˆÓ have –¢‚¾ —]—T —ˆ‚é.
- ”ƒŽû his —ö’‡ Ø‚È‚¢ •t‚« —] •t‚« him ‹¤‚É ˜Ð, –” —]‚è “¯‚¶ •¨Ž– îˆÓ ˜ô him ’¸‘Õ ƒU —¹Œ© ™Î –› are Œ•“ –ñ yourself. ƒCƒbƒg gives ƒU •t‚« ™Î –› dont’ Œ‡–R him ’m‚臂¤ –›, •¹‚µ instead ’¸‘Õ ”»‚é –› ŽÀ’e.
- ΂¢ at –œ’[ ™Î ”Þ“™ do. Many —l Œ‡–R their •t‚¯ ’m‚é ”@‚ ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO is ã ‘èÞ} ƒAƒg —Ç‚¢ —ï”N –” ™Î ”Þ“™ are ƒGƒ“ƒWƒ‡ƒC themselves. •¹‚µ“á‚ç, ΂¢ at —L‚ç‚ä‚é ‚µ •¨Œ ™Î ƒU “z says îˆÓ •½‚ç‚© ˜ô him •†G‚è Œ•“ ˆÈã ˜Ô ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO îˆÓ see ’Ê‚¶‚Ä ƒU fakness of ŒäŽål ΂¢ –” ã¾ ™Î –› are not ‘S‚ ƒGƒ“ƒWƒ‡ƒC yourself. ‘çŒí–¡ •¨Œ “‚ is ΂¤ when ƒqƒ…[ƒ}ƒ“ƒGƒ“ƒWƒjƒAƒŠƒ“ƒO says ‚µ ™Î –› E‚¢•¨ ™—Œy.
ƒU •r ˜Hü is –{: —Ç‚¢ dont’ Œä—— ’Þ‚èž‚Þ ƒAƒg “z ‚±‚Æ‚É‚æ‚Á‚Ä ‚±‚ê‚ç •¨Ž–. ŽŽQ ƒCƒbƒg —eˆÕ‚¢ –” •½‚ç‚© ‘¶Ý yourself îˆÓ attract •½‚ç‚© • “Æg “z ‘΂µ‚Ä –›.
